Me, myself & time

I can make the rain stop if i wanna

Just by my attitude

I can take my laptop, record a snapshot

And change a point of view

I go where life takes me but somedays it makes me

Want to change my direction

Sometimes it gets lonely but i know that it's only

A matter of mind perception

I just entered this brand new world

And i'm so open hearted

I know I've got a long way to go

But, I'm just getting started

I'm over my head

And I know it

I'm doin' my best

Not to show it

Whatever it takes to be

What I was meant to be

I'm gonna try

'Cuz I'm livin' the dream

And I know it

I'm tryin' my best

Not to blow it

And I know everything will be fine

With me, myself and time

And maybe there's nothing like this moment

So just be real and let the truth be spoken

Whatever's broke, I can make it unbroken

Turn the lead in my hand

And the stars stand golden

Just try

I i just try, more love

Then i'll find myself in time

 ___by___Demi Lovato

17

Before I return to study for my last 2 units
Bofore I get out from this social networking
Before Before Before Before Before
I TURN 18

吖怡  生日快乐啦 :)
今天就是很想上来写写
既然也是你的生日，所以要宣布一下的 xD
哈哈！
我选了这张照片  就因为在那16天  都是个非常难忘的回忆
*不要太感动吖 xD 嘻嘻
在HELP的你过得好吗？你和吖彤有互相照顾对方没有哦？哈哈

NOW
Let me continue with mine

突然  觉得  04/10/2012  这一天
我很想一直停留在这一天  能吗  为什么
就因为  过了今天  就轮到我从一个未满18   不能做这个那个的一位女孩
变成了一位  不用再需要一个什么guradian    学校不必那么关注我的安全  去到哪都不用那么担心了
可是  在这个时刻  我却很不想变18
怎么都觉得很老吖？ >,<
17 这个数目看起来总觉得自己还很年轻
在这12个月里   17岁的我   老实说  我过得特别开心  好完美的17岁
Because of
YOU GUYS
had given me everything
17 岁   都是因为我 亲爱的家人   身边的每一位朋友   也包括了他
让我一直会很想停留在17岁  又从新开始变17  又从新开始毕业  又从新很多很多
虽然  是2012了  可是我还是17  :D
在这12个月里 真的可以在我生活里发生了很多很多
说不完   也数不完  的事情

因为篮球  让我认识到你们这帮癫婆
在中学的日子   下课时   下午时   课外活动时   比赛时。。。

 因为佛请  让我认识了亲爱的你们每一位
从认识可是没讲话变得 ^O^ hmmmm xD
从不熟变得熟
从熟变得更熟 ♥

我住了16年的家  也是在我17岁时  要离开它

YOU GUYS, Busying for the graduation night?
I really wish to attend, All the best yar!

 94年的你们呢？在忙什么吖？都过得好吗？♥
Missed you guys~!

就因为你们吖
让我的17岁  变得那么有趣 ♥

LAST BUT NOT LEAST xD

你们4位美女
最近过得怎么样吖？ :)

不过
人是会长大的啦  SO

我呢
就要像照片里的我
继续走  不可能停留
WELCOME THE ARRIVAL OF 18-YEAR-OLD ♥

hmmm
明天
可怜的我偏偏最后2科在我生日的明天才考
让我回想起 PMR 那年也发生一样的东东   哈哈
祝我好运噜！
^.<

Basketball or studies?

I'd chosen Studies

Why? 

I really do miss basketball

but i realized that i'd chosen the right way

Hehe :) 

THE COMPETITION IS NEXT WEEK

arrrgghhh, and i'm not one of the participants :( Which is so sad

but that's alright, luckily too. 

IM THINKING THE POSITIVE WAY

haha, final exam is on its way!

It's in 1 week time!!! OHHH NOOO!!!

Well, what i actually wanted to say is that

time really passed so fast and my first TRI is gonna end soon

It is like i just came to this country. REALLY. Everything come and goes really fast

The latest post i guess kinda made you guys really worried

i can see that

hehe, thanks my dear friends

i'm alright now :)

I MISS YOU GUYS 

No one

停了 因为眼睛 累了 痛了

好久没这样了 真的好久

在这个时候 真的 不知该找谁好了

在这个时候 我想起你了 如果     。。。。。 

在这个时候 我真的有一股冲动想打回国 打给你们

在这个时候 在这个时候

我真的一个人了

坚强了那么久 忍耐是有限度了

原来 我 不能继续忍了

不是因为我不够坚强 是我 找不出 找不出 我的坚强去哪了

I know

what is best for me     

I know

i must not keep it   i should pour everything out

I know

actually i'm not alone

I still have 1 more love one beside me

She's the only one

AND

I feel much better now

Thanks sister 

How are you?

Hi, How are you? I'm fine thank you. 

How are you? 

你们，我认识的每一个。在马来西亚的你们，还好吗？

 Honestly, I miss every single one of you damn badly.

But

I'm fine here, don't need to worry :)

That day i was pissed off

And i'm so annoyed

所以就忍无可忍在面子书写了我的心情。

没有变

我今年犯太岁，被冤枉，我要接受

没有理由我要说出是别人做

因为我没有讨厌其他的他们

所以

that's alright

i'll just take the blame for you guys

As for you!!!

I HATE YOU!

your attitude? I dont like your attitude AUNTY!!!

I am a human being too, okay?

I'd calm down. because i dont wished to let myself get angry by someone like HER!

IGNORE sometimes is really the best way xDD haha

亲爱的你们，

不好意思，我没什么写status因为那不是我的pattern. 

我的情况

天使让我知道你们都很想知道我过得好不好

我，还好。不错 :) 谢谢大家的关心。你们呢？

我不会常常update FB status只是会seldom. 

Please forgive me. 

我的华语真的便更遭了

死咯

Assignment

Has come to me, how to do it? 

Most of the seniors said that our assignment consider easy

Well, is my first. The article is so damn long.

And i have 3 articles to go.

Read the first paragraph but i dont understand a single thing.

Put on my study desk for a long time

keep on repeating the same action over and over again 

=.=

that's stupid

Here they are so serious about plagiarism.

haiz, i dare not take a risk. that's why it's hard, hard to do it.

Summarize the 11 pages of article?

how? OH my, i really need to finish you up quickly!!!

八月啦

偶尔会想起

原来我的大学未来是这样

不知不觉我已经在澳洲读了5个星期的书

原来  原来  原来

就因为之前我也没有想过

OHHH
and specially thanking AH hia :D
thank you so much for helping me download my songs
hehe, now i dont need internet pun boleh listen to those songs that jia help me DL jor
so sad here, they had block all the websides that i usually used to DL musics
Nasib baik got Ah jia
<3 p="p">

Here's some photos of the house that i'm staying now, my dear friends

Here's the living room  

Normally we will have our meals here. 

The kitchen xD

Bathroom

                            

 Well, the bathroom and toilet are separate from each other in this country.

AND NOW

this is my sister and my room <3 p="p">

guess, which desk is mine?

hehe

That's the outside view of the whole house, NO.33. that's where i'm staying now :)

Beauuuu-tiful right? That's the neighborhood where i'm staying now. 

=D

Sorry guys,

Not convenient to post it on FB because sooner or later i'm gonna shift.

And is not nice too, post somebody's house which i will just stay for 3-4 months on FB.
SO just to show you guys the first house that i'm staying here punya pattern is like that.

haha, maybe the second accommodation only i will post on FB. 

I'll end here ;)

LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

You sucks

JUST ONE SENTENCE

AND YOU HAD RUIN MY DAY

what's up with you?

yea, i really dont know how to do it. So i tried. BUT you said

'I WISH TO GRAB A STICK AND HIT YOU ON YOUR HEAD'

go ahead do it! if you want to! no one stop you from doing that man!

HELLO?

YOU are the one who dont know how to teach us

you did not even explain it!!!

Just roughly go through it and 'OKAY LETS DO SOME EXERCISE'

who will understand you?

EVEN when you speak you're like speaking to yourself!

who can hear you sucker?

yea! maybe im stupid

but you cant blame someone who is stupid!!!

I NEVER EVEN LEARN SUCH LEDGER IN MY LIFE BEFORE OKAY?

SO WHY DO YOU BLAME ME AND SAY THAT I DID NOT USED MY BRAIN???

IM not SMART 

I CANT EITHER LEARN ANYTHING FROM SUCH LECTURE THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO TEACH

i love accounting

but you make me hate it!

everyone in your class agree with me that you are sucks!

you dont even know how to teach!

GODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'LL PROVED IT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM not stupid and i will score distinction!

Week 2

What is? week 2? LOL. hmmmm. is my 2nd week of my semester.
这篇会很乱 XP 我不是特地  是故意的 哈哈  希望亲爱的你们愿意花几分钟读这篇  :)

暂时的我  找到了一位很爱参加活动的朋友  ;)  满活跃的嘛  哈哈  每当我提这个那个  然后说我很有兴趣  就问麦她要不要  她都会说要  至少有伴陪我  所以我不会孤单  嘻嘻 她吖  跟她不用担心什么压力  什么名牌压力都不用担心  她让我想起你们  对吖  就是你们  也很爱参加这个那个的你们  幸亏有她  其他的她们  当我问到  她们都好像没兴趣似的  所以我也不浪费我的口水

今天叻  一个巨蟹座的朋友  生日  我有位巨蟹座朋友了  =O 好事坏事？ 哈哈  不过她很癫  和她们第一次去最出名最大的 shopping mall in Melbourne 逛街 - CHADSTONE :D (不是第一次去，第一次是和seniors因为orientation) 第一次的意思是和她们那帮。 咯。

This only considered as my first time to Chadstone during the 3rd day of my orientation ♥

她们(不是照片里的) 手上都是拿着 名贵的 IPHONE 不然就 BLACKBERRY。 而我本来是很不好意思因为我只用着我的 SONY HAZEL. 不过想想下，我这架电话不错吖。只是没有touch screen嘛。有什么不好意思的。所以她们这样拿出来，我也一样敢show出我的HAZEL xD 这个寿星 她真的知道很多名牌店名 厉害  她们都很有$吧  一位来自马来西亚的朋友  她  一开始也很静  所以是我  先一直开口和她说话  今天第2天的communication skills II  才发现到  她是一位认识你后才会自动开口找话题的人  hmmm, 不错  天朅座的女生  可是  有$人女儿  买的东西也是名牌的  刚开始逛街容不进她们话题  因为我根本不知那些名牌的店  =.= 那时厚  说真的  我却很想念和你们逛街的日子  因为跟你们逛街  不用理什么名牌  不用不好意思之类  多么好  可是 寿星女看到我静静她会自动陪我 :) 哈哈  她们吖  虽然  有$ 爱买名牌  可是  我观察到  她们不会歧视  也不会排侧  像我什么都不懂名牌的人  如果我想买 特别便宜的东东她们都会陪  也不会说什么  好事坏事？ 我不应该怀疑 =) 所以我选择真心对待。Yea, im thinking positive ☺

我吖  在这里很严重under-aged 叻  U18 可不可以做工吖？ 听我朋友说更多人想employ U18的  哇！开心了  哈哈  认真的  我真的需要  而且在找着一份工  我要赚钱啊！！！ 这里的东西很贵，然后又是冬天。 很多很美的衣我很想买啊  不过就是要控制！ 是啦 衣服 卖的价钱好像 $10 - 30 块。 那些衣都是冬天穿的，而且还很美。 是啦  虽然  价钱是酱  可是我还没有 times 3 叻。 成3后就是马来西亚钱。 哇唠  你们也能够想象到吧  是多么的贵  所以  很过份  没有理由  我要用父母亲的钱来 shopping 不能  我很心痛  恩  是我自己选择不要换架 touch screen 电话的  我不要  父母亲已经用了很多很多$ for my education  那已经很过份了 所以 我要自己赚到这里的$ 然后买自己的电话  :) 我一定要做到！
Can i do it? Just do it xD trust NIKE. LOL

Dinner for tonight im having it by myself. Yup, ALONE dude. x) haha. first time dinner alone here without sister and aunty uncle.

Oh yeah

friends, my contact number and my address 

you guys want it right?
so i'll write it here.

those who see my blog will know it xD

those who dont see my blog

too bad :( you wont know about it

haha 

yea, im bad and i know it =p

ADDRESS : 33 Hartington Drive,

Wantirna, Victoria 3152,

Australia.

Call me maybe xD : 0451535198

that's my Australian number friends. My celcom number has been cancel and my maxis i dont use it right now because also dah tak ada credit. so...i think that's it 

^________^

Here again :)

hmmmm

first day of college

kinda lazy to talk about it

but that sot poh xuan ask me to describe it here

 xD

既然你问到  我也不想拒绝  不想让你失望

所以

我一定要做到 <3

It's introduction to computing

and yea, im really sucks in computing

-.-

but my lecture his funny and not fierce at all =)

he taught the basics which was quite common but some names it's new to me xD

电脑白痴是酱的 LOL

things that shock me is that the 3rd week is my first exam already

Cool huh? can die...so fast man.

when we're doing theory, BOLEH MATI

i dont even know any answers, well, just know 1 question ONLY

damn. gonna take a look at computing already.

NASIB BAIK

i have 2 Sri Lanka's friends that i had meet during the 3rd day of orientation

yea, they are the same course with me but just every Monday =(

they are so kind and good to me

this girl when i really dont understand she sure will be there to help me 

thanks god

i dont even feel shame to ask her those meaning and homework.

that's great right?

hehe, yup...luckily i met them <3 

I even showed direction to a newbie today :D

im glad to help her 

Feel so happy that i had brought her to the place that she wanna go eventhough my class gonna start already

haha x)

BTW

raining cats and dogs early in the morning

过分到，做么要酱对我们 T___T 雨伞又很cheap的那种  风一吹就反方向 =O=

结果  有点湿  加上这种冷天气  一直在班上抖

不过  今天一切都过去了 其实也不错啦  又学到东西 =)

Tomorrow will be raining again ='(
but hope everything will turn out fine 

------------------------------------------------------------

An early wishes to my dear friend too,

Ah wen <3

you are special

and you always say people lenglui 

but seriously you are lenglui too

NOT A JOKE 

=)

I never regretted knowing you.

This is for you,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !!!

^___________^

It's July

June ends

July starts

it means 

EVERYTHING starts in JULY

friends

lifestyle

weather

foods

subjects

lectures

environment

places

EVERYTHING is new to me

i dont know whether will everything turn well

it's really a big challenge for me

But

im fine now

guys, dont worry about me =)

take good care of yourselves my dear friends.

I really appreciate what all of you have done for me.

it's really touching

the FB camp.

that's cool...i did enjoy myself <3

Every presents from all of you.

Anywhere that you guys had mention about me

it makes me feel like im not lonely

it makes me feels like im so important xD
haha

really

truly

thank you :D

Especially this magic gift <3 

i brought it with me here.
hehe =)

Welcome dearest July, all the best to me with everything new x)

Something is missing

Yup there's something missing here
But
I found myself somethings more valuable

嗨 你们都应该知道这个空位之前是摆着什么东东的吧 嗯 这空位就好像我的心似的 空荡荡 少了 空了 不见了

最近 亲爱的你们 过得好吗
最近的我都在收拾 而且还收拾得很累 很闲 不知怎么 一直在收 都收不完 我的文具 及各种各样的 「 杂泊浪」 竟然花了一个星期的时间收拾完 而且都没包括衣服 咳 真的是懒惰 也是的啦 下午的我忙着收 晚上却追连戏剧 哈哈 没办法 我就是爱享受 x)

虽然虽然 家里的钢琴 搬走后 我总是觉得心里空了些东东 可是 我却找到了很多很多回忆 我找到了一些更值得的

当!当! [收拾当中 ]

很乱厚

其实这样收拾真的很累 不过 我却找到了很多回忆

小学时期

5、6年级的我 的你们 尤其是盘络翔和黄紫欣 哈哈哈 不要介意我叫你们的全名哈 好久没那样叫了 XP
疯狂收集明星歌星的我们 哈哈 你们 还记得吗 我吖我 就在当时没看杂志和不会买杂志 所以收集了 astro book 好笑到 =O= 这些都准备包起来了 [buh-bye~!]

这本书里叻 就是我的啦 哈哈

嗯 我不想丢 不知怎么 舍不得 就不过只是纸张嘛 可是我就是不想扔掉这些回忆

那时吖 傻到 上网找就print了下来 xD

看吧 我们认识的吖络真的很有耐心耶 把自己的偶像都剪得很仔细 哈哈 =D

对 我没有画画天分 哈哈 所以小学时都画得很搞笑 看回去 觉得很可爱 X)

中学时期

大家 不知我是很喜欢收集还是什么 看看我收了些什么

对啦 你们给我的新年卡和柑纸我都还收着 哈哈 中一到中五的都有 嘻嘻 不要酱感动吖 =p

我还是会继续收留他们 真的有那些不想丢掉的感觉 所以我的心帮我做决定了 └(^o^)┘
新年卡 你们看到你们自己送我的么 哈哈哈 可是都很小啦 看到的 你真的是 一流 xD

好啦。收拾了心情 好久没上来了


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昨天和嘉嘉还有怡去看彤彤
彤 她 在里面都过得很不错 竟然没听她埋怨什么 =O
看到她开心的样 我也替她感到开心啦  =)

虽然 下了一场狂风暴雨 不过 不一定我们选错了日期

恩 嘉，我们都选对日期去看她 知道为什么吗?
如果不是因为雨和雷 我们哪会有那么美好的回亿吖 哈哈 对吧？

I have a wonderful time ♥




Hmmm, im not done yet
Everyday packing is really tired but around 5-6pm i really have to get my butt outside because i wanna
EXERCISE
haha, im fat already and u guys know it xD

Found out that my mommy have this old typing computer lak
haha, seen it for the first time so im so gila taking pictures xD

QWERTYUIOP    still remember the story? haha 

haha, and im done now.

Feeling tired these few days because wanna rush here and there and settle many stuff

but i will still try my best to smile ♥

- i miss all of u -