Thank U maii dears ♥

[wish 2 write in chinese. but i can't ='[ computer now no chinese so i had 2 use Eng]


i understand her feelings 
bcoz...i knew that i have less percentage
i knew that i might be the person who will be so sad


i know!
i know that she is better than me
and it's unfair to her
b4 going for training
i did preyed
i preyed and wished my dreams could came true

Since form2

i had been waited since form2 

and i know that this year i had that chance

and finally

mai dreams came true

AND when mai dreams came true

it hurts me more!

i did not expect that this could happen between us

why?!

why is either me or her?!!

at first
i can't stand it at all
whenever i read it
whenever i recalled back
i'll cry!
bcoz....


i admit!
at first i felt disappointed 
but
thx to mrs potato and mrs pikka
they had accompany me and advised me not to think much and so on
that time. i cried for the 1st time
after that i feel better bcoz i think positively
b4 dinner
i called miss 'sis'
and i told her everything
then i cried again...it was the 2nd time
thx to her...could spend time and hear me


lastly
im still feeling uncomfortable
i felt little angry and sad
wad am i angry about??
i myself dunnoe too
and i called miss angle 
bcoz i knew she will have many many plans...and she will help me
she told me many many things
she had made me changed my mind
she had let my madness gone away


sure!when i told her the whole thing...i cried!and that was the third time and last time for 2day!
really thank you miss angle =D
this was the 1st time i chat with u when im totally sad
and was the 1st time we chat for that long
i felt happy after chatting with her 
and i know how 2 solve my problem


Please my dear BF
forgive me that i did not tell you
i had no braveness to tell u
im sorry
really hope that you'll think positively
don't worry...when u get there...i promise u...i'll accompany u


LASTLY


THANKS GUYS ♥