Thank U maii dears ♥

[wish 2 write in chinese. but i can't ='[ computer now no chinese so i had 2 use Eng]


i understand her feelings 
bcoz...i knew that i have less percentage
i knew that i might be the person who will be so sad


i know!
i know that she is better than me
and it's unfair to her
b4 going for training
i did preyed
i preyed and wished my dreams could came true

Since form2

i had been waited since form2 

and i know that this year i had that chance

and finally

mai dreams came true

AND when mai dreams came true

it hurts me more!

i did not expect that this could happen between us

why?!

why is either me or her?!!

at first
i can't stand it at all
whenever i read it
whenever i recalled back
i'll cry!
bcoz....


i admit!
at first i felt disappointed 
but
thx to mrs potato and mrs pikka
they had accompany me and advised me not to think much and so on
that time. i cried for the 1st time
after that i feel better bcoz i think positively
b4 dinner
i called miss 'sis'
and i told her everything
then i cried again...it was the 2nd time
thx to her...could spend time and hear me


lastly
im still feeling uncomfortable
i felt little angry and sad
wad am i angry about??
i myself dunnoe too
and i called miss angle 
bcoz i knew she will have many many plans...and she will help me
she told me many many things
she had made me changed my mind
she had let my madness gone away


sure!when i told her the whole thing...i cried!and that was the third time and last time for 2day!
really thank you miss angle =D
this was the 1st time i chat with u when im totally sad
and was the 1st time we chat for that long
i felt happy after chatting with her 
and i know how 2 solve my problem


Please my dear BF
forgive me that i did not tell you
i had no braveness to tell u
im sorry
really hope that you'll think positively
don't worry...when u get there...i promise u...i'll accompany u


LASTLY


THANKS GUYS ♥

SO weak

im the active 1

im the one who always join all kinds of activities in school

im the one who should to be healthy

im the only 1 who don't simply drink soft drinks or eat any unhealthy food

im the one who should not easily get sick

BUT

it all turn up side down

im the one who always fall sick in this family

WHY

no one knows why

am i unhealthy?

maybe

it could be

and now

i have FLU COUGH and little SICK

i hate u!!!can u leave me farfar away???

aaaarrrrhhh!!!!!!!

UPDATED '❤'

Is time 4 me to update my poor blogger

din touch it for weeks...think even months!!!

wad to say 

erm

1

2

3

actually have many things 2 say

but cant say it all

my text will b so long

before that...i wish to update my blog too

but i could not find a time

#>..<#

Is march now...horrible earthquake happened in my cousin place 

New Zealand

then

Last friday an earthquake and TSUNAMI hit Japan too

Is really very terror...think China had an earthquake too

is really a disaster =[

God bless those victims who faced this earthquake and tsunami

Blessed them with courage and confidence to face and overcome this problem

Japan is a nice country...been there before...miss JAPAN so much

hope the people i know in Japan are save as well

Going to continue 2moro or the next day 

=D

-Down-

Really feeling DOWN after reading the mail

THE MAIL

That aunty (leo adviser) sent to me

I can feel that she is really disappointed in me

what can i say?

IM REALLY SORRY, aunty =[

I know that im holding this important post

Being a president is not easy

Every1 is counting on me...same as u

You guys will choose me 2 be the president because you guys blif that i can handle this CLUB

But then i realize i can't do it 

Bcoz i had disappointed my leo adviser again and again

What had disappointed her???

THE REPORT!!!

im not blaming anyone

mai dear secretary and treasurer 

Im not blaming both of u either

Ti's me that im blaming 

I love to play and yet i din really care about my report

If im serious, i know that around 23rd or 24th of a month i will keep blowing u guys to complete the report fast

Unfortunately i did not do it ='[

It's my fault i know

i should had done it seriously and don't make aunty felt disappointed 

WISH TO CRY

Im  happy that they chosen me to be the president

THANKS GUYS~♥

During that day that i've been chosen

I promise myself and hope that i will do my best

I told myself to don't let my frenz down

Especially aunty, i really don't wanna disappointed her

Mayb she's right

REWARDS!!! are very important

if i wanna get it...i should check the reports well and sent it before the next month cuming

NOVEMBER MAP

had disappointed her deaply

Just bcoz i did not check it and did not sent it earlier 

HAIZ~what should i say???

i will do my best for the next month and until i retire

I hope i won't let aunty down again!!!

AND to my secretary & treasurer

Secretary & Treasurer are very important too

Hope that both of u wont hate me or angry me if i 'blow' u guys to do the report fast or anything else

Plz 4give me 

Really hope that both of u will cooperate with me and support me

If u guys need any help i will help and support both of u too

I really need my family and frenz support =[

IT'S REALLY HARD!!!

I hope everything will go on well